Wow!

well, today I went shopping for new clothing. YEAH!!! I was so excited. I managed to finally button the size 16 pants - snuggly but finally got them buttoned. SSOOOOOO, I decided not to purchase them yet but to hold out a bit more longer - I also got to try on some bathing suits (YUK) I finally noticed my thighs starting to trim down but also noticed a lot of cellulite "pockets" and loose fitting skin, that is when I realized it's time to crank up the incline on the treadmill while doing my cardio time - also need to work the abs more. It is working and I have begun to see it, but now I need to step it up at the gym and start toning more. Today on the scale I hit 193 (my lowest yet) it was such a good feeling. Afterall, I've been down on my self lately the weight went up 4 lbs so I had to lose that again and start. I did a 2 day cleanse with my self with yogurt, milk , cream soup, and lots of water. After I did that my hunger pains started to fade and they are longer again between meals. When I go see Dr. H next Wednesday I am going to ask for a small fill I sense that I am close to where I need to be, but not sure exactly how much more I need. I guess I will have to converse with him and let him know whats going on so we can decide the size of fill that is up coming. Back to the mirror while trying on my clothes I guess I just thought going to the gym was all I needed to do and I'd have no pockets of skin - I was wrong they are starting on the legs - that is kinda bothersome, it would be noticable with shorts and a bathing suit! Good thing it is only March and I have time to work my legs to the bone. Well I guess I got to vent again, that's why I did the blog to vent to myself. Off to bed.